Such oblivious creatures, we Homo sapiens, we naked apes of tools and dreams. We trod through millennia, intent on food, shelter, and water, occasionally motivated to art or to walk on the Sea of Tranquility, yet unknowing of the intricacies of the surrounding world, incapable of recognizing life on different scales than our own. Civilized human-kind conveniently forgets the constant struggle of life at large.
ProfessorRoush has spent the past few days capturing flower photos, digitally preserving the blooms of 2018, as happy to welcome summer as an otter discovering a brisk stream. I was seemingly, in fact, entranced this week by honey bees, happy to see them out and about, thrilled to know they haven't all disappeared into extinction. A noon walk to the K-State Gardens on Thursday brought me green tranquility and the simplicity of the bee above, ensconced on a single bloom of Rosa eglanteria. Later, I was drawn into the massive bounty of a full-grown and trellised 'William Baffin' and enticed further into the blooming mass (at left) to capture another industrious worker strutting around its food source.
At home that night, however, I was starkly reminded of the dark side of bee life. I had just noticed this motionless and soundless bee on 'Polareis' and began to look closer when it suddenly moved beneath the flower, all without wiggling a wing or leg. Perplexed, I changed my perspective and exposed the true tableau, the bee expired and in the grasp of a victorious crab spider. It is tempting at such times, to judge the spider as evil, but more correct to recognize merely life as it is, sometimes brutish and quick, unaffected by how we wish it to be. I suppose the spider has its own reason to exist, just as the bee. It's just that I like to root for the bee.
This is the real life of my garden. I think only of flowers and prunings, mulch and plant combinations. To the bee, each flower could be nectar or death, each flight from the hive success or oblivion. For the spider, each day may bring feast or hunger, no guarantees beneath the sunniest skies. I've forgotten again the drama beneath, the life of a garden in constant flux, predator after prey, ultimately death for all.
Now reminded, I still am rooting for the bees.
