I ventured out today, a poor lost soul caught in winter, and finally, finally, found my long-awaited Siberian squill boldly blooming on a south-facing slope. I've seen nothing else before this, no swelling of forsythia or magnolia buds, no cracking of redbud blossoms, no lilacs breaking dormancy. Prior to this, I had lost hope for Spring and crawled back into Winter, a warm blanket and warmer dog my only solace.
A mere three days ago, on March 16th, the scene outside and the story headlines were still full of cold and wintery weather. My back yard was a swirl of wind and flurries, imprisoning me within the windows. I should find a way to enjoy them, these last few dribbles of snow, but I'm not a snow boy. I dream of a world where the only boots I wear are to wade through a stream or a prairie just burnt, not one where the precipitation of the moment reaches ones hips.The Scilla pictured above is a week later than last year, two weeks later than 2021 and 2016 and 2012 in the same spot. Only a week, only two weeks late? It seems like an eternity. An eternity compounded by my very, very late and nonexistent to prepare the garden. For the first time I can remember, I have not yet touched the garden by Spring Break, the latter a milestone on the annual calendar of any professor. Work, trips, illness, and sloth have left the garden on the outside, off the to-do list and fighting for itself. Too few moderately-decent Spring days have appeared, a scattering on the weekdays and none on the weekend. Today, 48ºF, is still too cold for my old bones to lay on the ground, and I wonder if the frost is really gone from just beneath the crust. Soon, I expect, the race will begin, but this year, I may see daffodils surrounded by brown daylily debris, or fighting through lily stems. Que sera sera.Oh, I almost forgot; on my walk, there was this strange flower growing near a clump of daffodils. A mutant daffodil? A fungus? Nope, a styrofoam ball from some discarded Christmas wreath, a poor substitute indeed for the stirring of sap and growth that should be occurring here!