ProfessorRoush is fully aware, and mildly abashed, that it has been quite some time since my last rose posting on this blog, but I promise that I'll get to one soon. The next victim has, in fact, been chosen and is waiting in line.
Today, however, I awoke uncharacteristically grateful and I would be distinctly ungrateful if I ignored the feeling. I'm not given to displays of random emotion, but I can't shunt aside the contented feeling warming me up on this cold Kansas morning. I'm grateful for my life and my home and my love with Mrs. ProfessorRoush. Grateful for my children, now almost grown and gone. Grateful for the donkey's and the new barn cats and my garden.
I'm grateful for the plants and life of the prairie. I'm particularly grateful for the native blue sage that pops up randomly in my garden beds and provides a cooling reflection of the clear summer sky in the doldrums of August. I'm grateful for the prairie grasses, and for the ample sunshine that makes it all possible. I'm grateful for the mornings given to my life, fields dewy and golden with the rising furnace.
I'm extremely grateful for the Internet this morning, ready with all the information of the world at my touch-typing fingertips, including the origin of the word grateful. ProfessorRoush's mind doesn't work in a straight line, often taking bends and u-turns through a maze of thought, and somewhere along this little piece of writing, I began wondering why we say that we are "full of grate." There is no definition of "grate" in the English language (to sound harshly, to irritate, a frame of metal bars to hold wood) that seems pleasant. Happily, a short search informed me that "grateful" derived from an obsolete meaning of grate as "pleasing", from the Latin grãtus as in gratitude, and that the first known use of "grateful" was in 1552. It seems odd that "grateful" would have survived in the English language while "grate" no longer is defined as "pleasing." It seems odd that I would even wonder about it.
But, strange as it is, I'm also grateful just to wonder about it.